The Real Deal.
Huge ass irritation.

The people who disrespect the Lord while in His house. Honestly? Talking, laughing, stopping, & even keeping your hat on during mass and especially as you walk up and take the Body&Blood. Seriously?! Don’t go to church if you’re going to be disrespecting the Lord. What has He done to you? He’s the reason you’re here so respect Him, please. Not only that, they disrespect the ones who actually WANT to be there, who actually PAY ATTENTION during the homilies and who actually want to learn more about our Savior. 

Disrespect. Shakin’ my head. 

When it comes to this,

I praise God for every day I’m alive. Seriously<3 

I’m depressed.

I hate my life. This is a terrible post. But I just had to let it out. Sorry.

My bangs are toooo long.

My bangs are toooo long.

&amp;This is how my morning started today.

&This is how my morning started today.

Because there has been countless times to when I put an &#8216;Add Water&#8217; kind of thing, into the  microwave, without water -_- &amp;Almost burned the house down.

Because there has been countless times to when I put an ‘Add Water’ kind of thing, into the  microwave, without water -_- &Almost burned the house down.

Put the drinks down, & stop the smoking.

….Please</3

I hope you’re not hiding stuff from me. I hope you’re telling me the truth and you’re letting me know when you’re about to go out and do stuff like that. Seriously, I don’t know what you’re up to anymore.

Lupe and Pharrell needa hop on more tracks together, faaaaaaast. Diggy cool too tho, not a big fan of his music. But he’s a mad cutie, can’t lie =)

So let me just update you all.

Right now, I’m completely confused with life. I don’t know what it is I’m doing. The only thing that’s pretty much letting me breath a little, is finally knowing what college I’m going to do, & what I’m gonna do after high school. That makes me really happy. Like, I know it’s not that big of a deal.. But I’ve honestly been stressing over what school I’m gonna go to and what I’m gonna do after high school. I mean, I’m graduating next year! Seems so far, but it’s SO close. So it feels good to be able to have something down, you know?

Other than that, I need this Spring break. I hope third quarter ends on a good note so I can start Spring break on a good note. I need this so much right now. Especially with Disneyland/LA around the corner. Seventeen. Days. I’m too juiced right now. My school work has still not been making me happy whatsoever. I’m not doing so well at anything. I’m really disappointed in myself. I’m stressing out almost everyday. No, I AM stressing everyday. Not just with school too—Friends, family, boyfriend, my own personal problems are all eating me alive. Going out with the ones who take time out and know how to just chill, are the ones who give me that ‘Ahhhh’/sigh of relief kind of thing. Even if, in the back of my mind, I’m still thinking about those certain problems while chilling w/ them.. I know I’m there to have a good time. And the reason I’m w/ them IS to have a good time. So Disneyland, you better be my good time.

Life… Is so confusing for me right now. I thought I knew what I was doing. I wish I could start everything all over. But at the same time, I’m actually fine where I’m at. Could be much worse.

I’m hung up on you.. I’m like a poster.
Hoodie Allen<3